LIFE IS GOOD...
being slow since the beginning of the world wide ressesion!
Seems like people finnaly are buying top notch supplements again
& skippin`the bullshit junk sold on the net!
I keep my fingers crossed that the much better finacial times are here to stay!
So the 22" s are still spinning & I`m riding in STYLE when travelling
those six hours every Saturday to take home & leave my daughter!
I also have the BEST & HOTEST woman in the world at my side
these days & I tell yall that this lady is spoiling me big time on all levells!
For example once again I have a good omelette for lunch here
at work that she cooked for me!
So ooh yes...Life is all good!
I WONT GO DOWN EASY...
Age is not something I dwell about but as I recently been meeting
some people from the past I realize how much most people do!
It amazes me that people tend to care so much about how many years they have
been walking on this planet & putting limits on them selfes because of it!
To me this thing we call life is not about time but experience!
A great example of that i my Johanna whos 18 years younger than me
but most of the time actually feels older and more mature
than me cuz all the things shes been thru!
And it amaze me that people put all these limits on themselfes
about all the things they cant do anymore becauze of what other people
are thinking as me myself actually find that I have
more of that kick ass energy both in the gym and for life
now in my 40's then I had in my 20`s!
Maybe its because by my 40's I have been through
enough shit to put it all in perspective?....
Maybe its because Ive seen guys my age who stopped working out
giving up on their bod and look like 60 while I feel better
physiqually today than I did in my 20`s?!
Or maybe I just buried too many friends before
they got to 40 and say fuck, I ain't going down easy!
Or as my good friend Palle once told me:
Zone you are one of those guys who never will stop living and be old...
You will always stay the same...until you just drop dead one day!
LOL!
GREED...
I guess greed must be the most common sin out there...
Atleast in these times...
Lately Ive seen it in the last of places I would think it would dwell...
I`ve seen close people that I think higher of & who I love
do anything for the green even if it means ruining
relationships within both bloodbands & friendships...
Why do so many people have this realationship with money anyway?
Sure money makes the world go round & who hasnt dreamt about
winning the lottery or making that big deal?
I guess we all have done that at one time or another...
But really...will acting like these people do really
make them happy in the long run?
I really don`t think so...
I had some rough times myself when it comes to money
when the ressesion hit us that almost made me loose
the Zone shop after 20 years in the iron business...
I even had thoughts of crossing the line &
do some shit outside the law to save it...
Almost worse than that I had thoughts of loosing my self
& sell some things I didnt belive in...
Yes I had thoughts of selling my soul to make it thru...
But in those times....when you are up against the wall...
...thats when you will find out who you really are...
Thats when you have to chose who you wanna`be
& whats worth the most in life...
In the end I chose to be one of the good guys...
I chose to keep my guns burried deep in the ground & to stay on
the right side of the law & to work harder than ever to stay true
to myself & my loved once & gut it thru!
I stuck to what I belived in & I put my trust in my true core of friends
& today I`m back running the Zone shop with success!! 
Ive made a promiss to myself that I will NEVER be like "them"
who stumble over bodies to make money...
I promissed myself to NEVER be one of them so addicted to material things
that they have to loose their soul for things that with time won`t mean shit...
Cuz over time cars will rust and all material things will brake & fade away...
Remember whats important in life...
Appriciate the love, support & friendships you have
because in the end that is all that matters...
Money can`t buy you love...
SALVATION!
I walked into my car the other day & it just hit me...
There I was surounded by two ton of high-tech steel!
I was sitting in this incredible powerfull piece of machine
thats been taken thousands and thousands of years for mankind to develope!
A machine so beautifull and powerfully equiped that it can take me to places
in just short hours that would othervise take me days or even weeks to walk!
I realized that most people take most in life for granted...
I don`t do that... Actually I never did...
I realized a long time ago that I`m blessed just being
alive & sourunded by all these...well...miracles...
I then started to think of the love souronding me...
Suddenly I almost could see it like an halo around my very being...
The love for my child, my girlfriend, my mother and my family and friends...
...and how lost I would be without them...
I realized how blessed I am...just to be able to be here...to be sitting there
in my incredible car on the way down to the gym to train my body...
How blessed I really am to be able to walk down those stair to that dungeon
and to be able to lift those barbells and dumbells in my own
private and endless war with the iron!
I looked down to my body...
A body that my soul attached to 44 years ago that I then
with the will of that soul with allot of effort developed into what it is today...
...almost 100kg tatted up slabs of meat and veins...
A body I feel comfortable in...that reflects my soul...
A piece of art that my soul manifest itself through...
How blessed I am to be able to develope the body what God gave me
into something else...something more...
And I realized that this thing we call bodybuilding is really something...
...HOLY!
